Dealing with my schizophrenia has been a struggle for my entire life even though I was not actually diagnosed until my early thirties. I have found a way to cope with my disease by writing about who I really am, and what I believe is my life and the world that I created. Be warned it gets a little dark and totally absurd however, I believe it to be true. For I am Jesus Christ and this is my story.
I was told that I was born in North Eastern Michigan via natural birth. My mother was not in labor an extensive amount of time. Shortly after birth I was told that they discovered that I had a double hernia. The hernia was surgically repaired. By all rights I was a happy, healthy baby.
I was told that when I was a toddler I was diagnosed with a lazy eye. It is my understanding that my eye was normal when I was born and it became lazy as I aged. I think this was an attempt to disguise my extraordinary abilities. I was born perfect, for some reason, my eye was changed so I would not appear perfect. I wanted to blend with society and this was necessary to not be perfect. I also had the doctor put a mole in the center of my back to mark me for who I am, like a bull’s eye. The doctor questioned my doing this but I knew what I was doing. I also had a fake allergy as part of the disguise.
My earliest memory is of sitting on the couch with my mom. I couldn’t talk but some how I could communicate with, and understand her, thoughts. I asked her why she tried to kill me. She had tried to drown me in the tub. Her response was “you are extraordinary and you wouldn’t die.” I think she had postpartum depression and she tried to kill me. Another possibility is that she did not want to have me. Because, I believe, I am one of three twins or triplets, and she had no idea who the father was. Being a prostitute at the time, she had no way of telling who the father really was. So, she separated us, and gave away my sister and brother, and kept me. I’m not exactly sure why. But the guy she was with at the time took me in as his own, at least until I was 18. I also believe I was born a girl and my hernia surgery was really a sex change operation. Women were looked at as second class citizens compared to men. I think it was a disguise being I was the chosen one, a child prodigy. However some of it is unclear. For what ever reason, I just didn’t die, like so many other times in my life, but that’s later in the story. I was less than a year old when this happened. Also I was named David at time.
My next memory occurs sometime shortly thereafter. My father, or the man took care of me, was trying to explain to me how the world really works. He was telling me telepathically how we came to be on this planet. My understanding is that we are aliens and that our home planet had been destroyed or inhabited by other aliens. We searched the galaxy for a new home for our race in a space craft with the appearance of a moon. My family and many others are hiding here from the destroyer aliens, so we took the form of humans to hide. There were only neanderthals and dinosaurs here at the time that had been here for millions of years. We came here as a unisex being, and when we started breeding with the humans we either took the form of a women or man, and that’s where I believe so called evolution started. My mom revealed herself one time while we sitting on the couch, not really understanding what or who we really are. She was all green and weird. She does not do this anymore. Most everybody was an alien at one time. I’m not sure how that works or how they were able to manipulate DNA or genetics so they can be alien on the inside and human on the outside. The only other time that I saw the alien side was when my father revealed himself to me once when I was about five years old in human years. It scared me so bad I just about shit myself. It was told to me that we are of an alien race but I was born more human than most of the others , that part is a little unclear. I think my parents had evolved to be more human. It is my understanding that I am a test of what could be.
After my father explained the whole alien thing to me, he talked about how the world really is. Basically it wasn’t a society like it is today. It was a society of chaos. There was war between the demigods and humans, murder and killing, no compassion or love just money, sex and drugs. It was like what the history books said about Roman’s society, which by the way all the history books are complete bullshit, none of it happened at all, it’s all made up. I’ll explain later in the story. When I was born I entered a world full of anarchy and hate. People killed(sex) for any reason as long as everybody got paid. Now let me explain murder is a homicide and a killing is sex and rape is butt sex. This race in alien form are unisex beings from another world, it’s in human form there are different sexes and all are bisexual. They live off of sex and drugs, preferably cocaine. When we discovered cocaine it was like a god send, figuratively of course. Also that is why the federal government considers marijuana a worse drug than cocaine, because everybody does it and or sells it all around. So if someone walks up to you and says they want to kill you that means that they want to have sex with you. If they ask if you want to get married that means they want to have butt sex. It’s also a world of incest, that’s why the history books talk about in ancient times of kings and royalty where they keep the blood lines pure. They have sex with everyone in their family, and it starts when your born. Now there’s a catch, people live with other families and pretend to be related so they can have sex, they do this for discretion. So, technically it’s not incest. And it hasn’t changed at all until I was born, now it’s far much more hidden. They do everything they can to keep it in the family and it’s just not spoken of. Therefore it never happened. Now back to killings, basically everyone is a whore man or women. Everyone sells there ass or pussy or both for money. The only real difference is that women are looked at as second class citizens and the men are superior beings. That is why men don’t care how many partners a women has because men fuck men as well as women, so it’s fair to say that everyone is bisexual.
Now this all started to change in 1973 and really changed in 1977 but we’ll get to that. For some reason I was a test subject of a new superior race of new human kind crossed with alien powers, if you will a child prodigy that was trying to understand how to make this world a better place for all of us, I had great idea’s based on what I was told by my father how it was at that time. I though the world should be not like it was. I asked my father how they lived, he said that people lived like savages and flaunted there money, and did things to each other good and bad it’s like a giant worldly game so to speak. it not only paid for material objects it also paid for specialties like the technology to watch people at any given time because, just about every object is built in cameras with alien technology. It could be a pencil or lights in your house or in your dashboard of your car, a binder of a book, wallpaper, outlets, televisions, you get the idea. So for the actual humans that were not demigods they were in the dark ages and the people that were demigods it was a play ground of deception. People would flaunt there money at the time very openly for material things the rest could be spent on car crashes, wild weather changes, watching peoples every move. how you ask because ever since we’ve been here we have always had wireless technology that could be transmitted to anything, video, audio, electricity from the mother ship aka the moon with a shell two miles deep composed of rare metals like titanium, iridium the rarest of them all and other composites that are not from this earth inside is a whole civilization of unbelievable power. This shell makes the moon able move through out the universe. Ancient writings speak of no moon at all until later. the moon controls and observes every thing in this world. Were as everybody else lived primitive with dinosaurs. They carpenters and people that can build very basic housing or crude buildings and they had to be careful because the dinosaurs still roamed the earth and were a threat. I came up with a plan to rid of them. For what ever reason they were not aloud go from state state or territory borders but weren’t aloud to cross At that time all the continents were one. So I proposed he figure out how to cross borders and rob all the banks that that held the worlds money or currency of some kind, the rest possibly an electronic account that the moon kept track of, along with real money or currency and take it all. My father being a hired assassin and practically a ghost was able to do this, and it crippled the world nation. Forcing them to start from the ground up. With my father having all the money. The plan was to create the worst global storm that has ever happened and was called “The Ice Age” and would rid the world of dinosaurs so we could live care free and not worry about not worry about not being the top of the food chain, also to develop the planet to make for a better place for all demigods and humans or neanderthals at the time.